sleep and sleep and sleep. That's what you do all day long. I wake you up and all you do is scream at me, shit you idiot. I thought of how we dated at the start, so innocent and simple, messaging all day long and giving you wake up calls in the morning screaming "LEE WEN HAOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!" like nobody's business. How we used to talk through the night and laugh and laugh so much. and now, have we forgotten to keep the flame burning? the sparks going?

love needs all this, no matter how long.

FUTURE. I've been trying to avoid this word for the longest time. I am a very fickle-minded and rash person, and sometimes to the point it ruins me, I lose hope in myself, in the things I do, and get so negative and skeptical about everything. When I take that bubbly, happy-go-lucky mask down, all that's left is an empty shell, the insecure and perhaps crazy me starts to surface. Last January, I made a rash decision to go to a polytechnic instead of a JC, simply feeling that getting a specialised diploma might get me somewhere instead of an A Level cert. I didn't learnt my lesson, and I made another rash decision last September under the influence of a few people, and that has probably ruined my supposedly "better future", I could have graduated from SP, get into a uni, get a degree, masters, whatever, and move on to work. However, the greed of money, wanting to succeed so desperately overpowered me, I quitted my diploma and decided to work full-time for a marketing company, hoping to make my mark there. Of course, if I had a stronger mentality, a better mindset, I might have succeeded and made it to where I wanted to be. As I'm waiting for my entry to SIM this October, I really wonder, where does my future lie? I fall harder and harder each time round, I really hoped I learnt this time round, and grew up. Through these lessons, I've seen what lies beneath humanity and mankind, and how ugly things get sometimes. Live life to the fullest, sounds cliche but yeah,I agree. I hope it's not too late now?

Trust.Communication.Compromise.Love.
I guess, sometimes the one that loves you hurts you too, in fact the hurt is a million times worse.

Have you forgotten? Have you thought clearly before saying those stuffs? Have you stopped loving?

SOME UPDATES!

~UNIVERSAL STUDIO WAS A BLAST! update more about it when i receive pictures :D
~MY NEW JOB SUCKS! but I quitted about half an hour ago and found another job HAHA
~I MISS THE FOODDDD AT BABY'S PLACE LOL :D






& THATS ALL FOR NOW!

COUPLE TEE! ♥

I love yogurt! :D

Been ultra long since I last stepped into Bugis lol. Yeah I know super laggg shit HAHA. So Baby & I headed down to Bugis today to walk-walk and we wore our couple tees out! Love it ttm.(: Had mochi, took neoprints (yeah for the 1st time after 8 months!), had berrylite and we decided to head down to Geylang for frog leg porridge, and some drama happened HAHAHA, very embarrassing lol. Decided to get some durians although we were both quite full already, it's just the craving you know! Ate so much food today I feel like ls-ing now :(

Baby, I hope you're fine. :(

Updates updates!

27TH APRIL 2010:

VIVO!

Trying to act cute? LOL.

Err.....

♥

I love Baby's eyelashes! I think its really longggg! Okay lah don't look very long here.

Met Shiyun and her boyfriend at Vivo City for dinner and some shopping, something like a double date.(: Had Carl's Jr, and I felt really extremely bloated after the fries! Walked around a bit, bought a skirt that I really really likeeee! Hearts the bow! And then Shiyun and bf left first cos they had lessons early tmr and she was tried already too. So Baby and I continued with our shopping, and we bought a couple tee! :D At the end of the day, Baby's shopping amounted to a whooping 450bucks, and total expenditure was about 800 (including other stuffs also lah) omgzxzx. To some people it may not be a lot lah, but considering that both of us haven't been working for more than a month, and we've been living on our savings :( Well, been trying to comfort ourselves with "Nevermind lah very long never pamper ourselves le, plus we very happy today with our buys rightttt!!" LOL!

26TH APRIL 2010:

Frustrated after we took so many pictures of him LOL :D

Travis not looking :(

Baby and lovely Travis!

Adorable ttm.

His face super cute one! Angry at first, after looking at him, become happy:D

Morning peeps! Gonna have steamboat for lunch about an hour's time, yeah haha quite weird i know, lunch with the family is always really early, like ard 11 to 1130? Lol.

Anyways, yesterday was our 8th month-sary! This is the when pig boyfriend and I spent the most time together and the laziest moments of our life ever since we started out? We meet almost everyday and just spend the day having fun or slacking throughout. LOL:D Gave him a handmade present, hoped he liked it. (:
BBY LEE, HAPPY 8 MONTHS!! ♥

Made shopping plans yesterday but ended up staying at home 'cos Baby fell sick, fever was a whooping 39.5 degrees(and refused to go lower after all the towel and ice thingy!), and he told me "no need see doctor one lah". I was panicking here and there! Luckily his temperature went down after he took a bath and took some panadols, but fever came back again after the panadol effects wore off. :( Decided to visit the doctor's, his daddy drove us to some clinic near his place, and drove me to JE to take a bus home. :)
I hope Baby will recover soon, hate to see him sick! :(