Monday, May 31, 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
1 year 2 months ago, I brought him home, he accompanied me through a darkest period of my life, I played with him during most of my free time, to keep myself busy and to forget him. Eventually, I neglected Lele. He was hyperactive, always running around his home, trying to squeeze his way through whatever holes or gaps he could find, and how he would always run around our home inside this round cage thing we bought for him. Brought much laughter and joy to the family, and I loved him.
Goodbye Lele, rest in peace. Will miss you, xoxo.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
sleep and sleep and sleep. That's what you do all day long. I wake you up and all you do is scream at me, shit you idiot. I thought of how we dated at the start, so innocent and simple, messaging all day long and giving you wake up calls in the morning screaming "LEE WEN HAOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!" like nobody's business. How we used to talk through the night and laugh and laugh so much. and now, have we forgotten to keep the flame burning? the sparks going?
love needs all this, no matter how long.
love needs all this, no matter how long.
FUTURE. I've been trying to avoid this word for the longest time. I am a very fickle-minded and rash person, and sometimes to the point it ruins me, I lose hope in myself, in the things I do, and get so negative and skeptical about everything. When I take that bubbly, happy-go-lucky mask down, all that's left is an empty shell, the insecure and perhaps crazy me starts to surface. Last January, I made a rash decision to go to a polytechnic instead of a JC, simply feeling that getting a specialised diploma might get me somewhere instead of an A Level cert. I didn't learnt my lesson, and I made another rash decision last September under the influence of a few people, and that has probably ruined my supposedly "better future", I could have graduated from SP, get into a uni, get a degree, masters, whatever, and move on to work. However, the greed of money, wanting to succeed so desperately overpowered me, I quitted my diploma and decided to work full-time for a marketing company, hoping to make my mark there. Of course, if I had a stronger mentality, a better mindset, I might have succeeded and made it to where I wanted to be. As I'm waiting for my entry to SIM this October, I really wonder, where does my future lie? I fall harder and harder each time round, I really hoped I learnt this time round, and grew up. Through these lessons, I've seen what lies beneath humanity and mankind, and how ugly things get sometimes. Live life to the fullest, sounds cliche but yeah,I agree. I hope it's not too late now?
Thursday, May 6, 2010
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